1000L. I did a lot of thinking last night, and I am going to sell myself. There’s a sort of bounty on my head, I mean it was bound to happen eventually. There are two things in the world I positively can’t stand, Internet trolls and Cyber-Bully’s. I’ve always been very vocal about it here, covering the topic several times. Even have a picture in the top right corner about turning our backs on the Internet Trolls. I don’t know why, the arseholes just always scare the chit out of me. I suppose it brings out the smooshed down feelings of the painfully shy and awkwardly, quiet and bookish little girl buried so deep within me. The constantly laughed at and picked on little girl. You never really lose the painful memories of childhood, we do a great job of piling enough crap on top of them we make a hoarder look like a minimalist, but they are always there to rear their ugly faces at the turn of every corner. A Second Life bully has been coming at me a bit recently, Ramonzita aka Missfedorova, et al.
Do I think she will copy my shape as she likes to threaten? Probably eventually, I do walk the occasional walk for charity still even though I am retired. But since nothing is on the immediate horizon for me, I am retired, it would be a crap shoot for her at this point. I used to really worry, just totally stress out about someone taking my shape. But I thought about it so hard last night because you know what? They can steal my body (that IS what copybotting someone is), but they can’t steal my essense, my soul, the very heart I pour into Caoimhe daily. That said, to beat the thief to the theft, I’ve decided to sell myself (my shape) to the highest bidder with the caveat the highest bid will go to Wigs for Kids as part of the 2013 Hair Fair.
Hairs: Miamai, Sakura **Hair Fair** . Necklace: !:Lybra:! , Aarushi **L’Accessoires . Dress: Lybra, Aydiz .
So starting today July 18, 2013 and ending July 27th, 2013 you can bid on my shape, which will be sold to the highest bidder. I want the minimum bid to be 1000L’s because that is what shapes sell for on whats her names marketplace. To keep it honest, to bid send me, Caoimhe Lionheart AND Draakje Dailey (less chance of a lost NC then) a NC with your bid with the subject “Wigs for Kids. [your name]” with the bid written inside. So you know where the bidding is, the first sentence of my blog from now until the 28th (listing the winner) will be the highest of the day before’s bidding. (ex. 1000L like seen at the beginning of this blog). If there are no bids, afterall, its very possible there won’t be, I retired pretty close to two years ago now.. If there are no bids, I will still throw in 1000L for Wigs for Kids through 2013 Hair Fair in honor of all of my readers to show how much I appreciate you.
Take from? Yes. We can choose to empower our enemies by cowering hidden in a corner, or we can choose to take the power from them by deciding our own fate. There was a time, not so long ago shamefully, when I would choose to cower, to worry someone would take a piece of me. But this blog, the readers who have sent me numerous NC’s, IM’s, comments here, FB everywhere and even just the readers who pass through with a peek, even if by accident, you have all given me something, so much something that cowering is no longer an alternative for me. Because Caoimhe is no longer me, she is us. She is a piece of all of you too, you have all taught me about life and giving, comforted me, made me laugh, smile and even cry. So really, what better thing to do with a little Cao than to give a symbol of her away to help bring some small comfort to children with terminal illnesses? Somehow, I just think it’s the right thing to do.
Don’t forget 2013 Hair Fair benefitting Wigs for Kids, it’s only open until the 29th of July, so hurry. Here’s the link to SLURL’s again! http://hairfair.wordpress.com/